Monday, November 27, 2006

where's the bed sleepy head?

i've FINALLY got cable and broadband at my haven@arif! whoooopeeeeeeeeee!!!

one of the first few things i did was to download a couple of podcasts from mr brown’s site. the speed amazed me. i was speechless.

apologies if i seem so excited about mundane things which 95% of Singaporeans already have. it's been excruciating to live without cable TV (especially since my folks subscribe to cable and i've had the pleasure of surfing through the various channels) and i must be one of the few mountain tortoises left who still use a dial-up line to access my email from home (in-laws' home, that is).

only dampener is that i've yet to move into my haven@arif. yeah, horrid right? our moving-in plans hit a snag. we'd already made arrangements for the house blessing, but missed a crucial piece of furniture: our bed. that's extremely important as the bed symbolises matrimonial bliss and harmony, and without the bed, the blessing is incomplete. unfortunately the bed will only arrive next month, earliest on 20 december. and i'll be shifting in only after another auspicious date has been selected so that could be months from now!

and yes, it's no "ordinary" bed. the hub's been dreaming about owning a king-size 4 poster bed for ages, and we've scouting around for quite a while for the "perfect" bed. we both fell in love with one at ierus living (kaki bukit road) which costs about 3k+ after a generous discount. the staff did tell us that it would take 3 months for the bed to be ready because of the intricate hand carvings on the head rest.

this means, of course, i'll only get to enjoy the benefits of massive downloading and speed surfing during the weekends when i'm relaxing and unwinding. the kids can enjoy disney playhouse channel and this big kid couch potato mumsy can watch cartoon network with them too.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i so WANT to move in now... :(

Friday, November 24, 2006

off the track

Missed me? Heh. I missed writing in my blog too.

Been busy at work. The full impact of my classes exploded in my face during the past 2 weeks. Plus the additional activities and committee work i've been roped into have kicked in.

Anyway, here's a quick update: Last Friday I was subjected to humiliation during the Campus Team Relay. Each team fielded 8 runners, with the minimum of 3 staff per team. The first 7 runners ran a leg of 1.5km while the final runner of the team (a management staff) sprinted 400m.As luck would have it, I was "sacrificed" to be the first runner (so that the guys could do all the catching up later).

The strategy for the other groups was different as most of them they got the men to start the race. So you can very well imagine how the 6 ladies fared against 20 over men when we shot off the tracks! I was second last when I handed the baton to the next runner of my team. Terribly embarrassing. :(

On a self-consolation note, I did realise that there were other competitors who took a longer time to complete the 1.5km than I did. Perhaps if I'd been running with them it wouldn't have been so obvious...

Eventually we managed to finish in 10th position, thanks to the 5 students who were young sportsmen and women. For a team with 3 staff who had only trained ONCE together, I think we didn't fare too badly. I'd only jogged twice this year (for this event) prior to last Friday's race, and haven't been running since I left the university a decade ago. To be placed 10 out of 35 is quite an surprising feat and my course manager, Pyramid, is now inspired to make it into the top 5 next year.

Looks like I've got to keep my running shoes on for a while.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

imperfect vision :(

*drats.*

left my glasses at home this morning and only realised it when i couldn't really see the bus numbers and had to squint my eyes so that i could board the right bus. (didn't have the time to sprint home to get them because i'd be late for work if i made a detour.) that's the problem when your vision's not perfect, yet not weak enough to be rendered "blind" when you don't wear your spectacles. half the time i only discover (too late) i've misplaced my vision enhancers when i look far ahead and can't recognise people's facial features about 20 metres away.

my glasses also do get in the way especially when i'm exercising. since i'm still a yoga novice, i have to concentrate on my poses and observe the instructors. when i'm jogging, i'm always worried that my spectacles will slip off. and wen's in the habit of pulling them off my face when i carry her. actually it's really no biggie without them and i can still carry out my usual activities though it makes teaching a little more difficult because i won't be able to spy on what the kids are doing from a distance when they're *supposed* to be having group discussions relating to the relevant topics. :{

a few colleagues commented that i looked different and assumed i was wearing contact lenses. naturally they were surprised when i told them i wasn't (perhaps it's because most women wear contact lenses). it's really not worth the time and money to make a pair of contact lenses since i'm not visually handicapped by myopia. besides, i'm not the least bit bothered about looking like a four-eyed monster.

in fact, i think my spectacles gives me a "scholarly" air which complements my profession. heh heh heh. one of my fellow tutors, BigD, recently made a pair of glasses with transition lenses. not only do these lenses cut the glare from the sun, they double up as shades when you're outdoors. saves the hassle of buying a separate pair of sunglasses. he kept raving about the convenience and benefits of wearing transition lenses till i'm now convinced the extra $100 is a fair bargain. so yes, you can bet your last dollar that for my next pair of spectacles, i'm getting transition lenses, no less. by the way, one more day to the weekend my friends - chin up!

*weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew!*

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Mission Accomplished

After weeks of sleepless nights and agonising over my 1st THEC assignment, I finally received an email yesterday from my group facilitator Pete, asking me to meet him regarding my essay.

So this morning, I trooped over to the next block, tripping with anticipation over my results and met Pete at his cubicle before we proceeded to the LA conference room. I pulled up a chair and waited anxiously while Pete settled into his seat. He was obviously enjoying the tense moment, knowing full well that I was impatient to know my results.

There are no ABCs for this assignment.

Just “accomplished”, “proficient” and “developing” i.e. re-do, but for what it’s worth, I really wanted to achieve an “accomplished” grade. Pete continued to dawdle for time (a tactic I’ll adopt, even though it irritates the students because it stalls for time, heightens the climax before they lay their hands on their grades) and asked how I was getting on with PBL facilitation.

After a torturous 10 minutes of chatting he grinned and pushed the document towards me. With bated breath, I leaned towards the page and my eyes trailed to where it mattered most:-

Overall standard of tasks:
-accomplished
-proficient
-developing (please resubmit)

Yesssssssssssssssssssssssssss…! There were 13 categories in the assignment criteria list and I’d secured 7 “accomplished” and 6 “proficient”. In all honesty, I’d scrapped through an “accomplished” by the skin of the teeth! But who cares? It’s still an overall “accomplished” grade and I’m very, very satisfied.

The only snag is that I’ve now raised the bar (for myself) and have to work doubly, triply hard to ensure that I achieve an “accomplished” grade for my 2nd THEC assignment, due on New Year's eve no less...

For now, I shall reward myself and start reading some works of fiction before I resume my research on assessment principles, validity and reliability of assessment methods etc. Have been aching to grab a copy of Christoper Paolini's Eragon, a fantasy novel, pretty much a cross between J.R.R. Tolkien's Lord of The Rings and George Lucas' Star Wars. Think i'll sprint down to get the book, perhaps tomorrow. A little motivation won't hurt. ;)

Thursday, November 02, 2006

seasons of change

i have been neglecting my multiply site. made a couple of entries on my new blogspot and while it's quicker to write cos i just ramble on without using a structure, i find it less user-friendly than multiply. (perhaps i'm too used to multiply's features, having used it for 2 years) and as my faithful readers know, i am rather particular about my blog entries which i tend to craft based on a theme of sorts.

i had been wondering how i could integrate my multiply and this blogspot. didn't really want to delete my new blogspot or abandon my multiply one. typical human nature: i want to have the cake and eat it. and yesterday, i suddenly discovered that i can actually import my new blog into multiply! (have already done so) amazing stuff. now i don't have to choose between my trusty old multiply and the zesty new blogspot!

this tiny episode may seem insignificant and i can almost hear the hub sighing that i've wasted too much energy in trying to solve a non-issue. but it did set me thinking about my attitude towards the little things in life that matter a whole lot to me. when people tend to be too settled into their routine, they get too complacent. naturally, if the routine is upset or needs to be replaced, they baulk at the inconvenience to start from scratch.

things HAVE changed for me quite a bit over the last few months. and today, the point shot me squarely between my ears: i can't always rest on my laurels and at some stages in life i'll have to get off my butt and try out something new or i'll be outmoded. it's not just keeping up with the jones and getting the latest hi-tech gadgets or updating the wardrobe every month. physical changes aside, it's also crucial to be adaptive towards various situations and scenarios, especially in the corporate world where the fickle bigwigs rule the roost.

i've been going on and on and on and on about my THEC assignment and my PBL experience in my last few entries. and realisation hit me that ever since i've joined the polytechnic, my learning curve has inclined towards a steep, elevated slope. besides adapting to a new environment, i've to embrace new teaching and assessment methods. this term i've started teaching a new module which also incorporates an online component using discussions and postings to communicate with my students. while i daren’t profess to be the most technologically savvy lecturer on this planet (of course i'm not), i rather enjoy the refreshing way of facilitating online classes and look forward to deploying technologies to enhance my teaching.

even though i've been facilitating online classes since 2001, this experience seems quite different. careful thought has been given to the development of the curriculum / online materials and creation of an appropriate learning environment – unlike an ensemble of haphazard ‘cut-paste’ documents and equally hasty schedules i was used to.

in my humble opinion, the most difficult change is that of one's attitude and mentality. our beliefs are shaped by observations, experiences, and sometimes misguided perceptions. it's always easier to blame others for not appreciating or understanding our problems. and it's almost impossible for many of us to accept the ego-bruising reality that we are, for the lack of a better word, inadequate. which, of course, reminds us of our vulnerability and mortality. if that's the case, then when we're stripped bare to the bones, the ability to change and adapt is our suit of armour which will shield us from the cruel blows of reality.

many of my fellow gen-xers, including myself, still resist change. we cling on to whatever's left of the old-school mentality, and we are puzzled and piqued by the new generation's philosophy. we shudder at what's to become of the world when these kids grow up to take over the reigns. the blogging phenomena is just a tip of the iceberg. the new-fangled media i.e. the internet has upstaged traditional communication channels. just take a quick look at how the world wide web has influenced war and politics. i'm struggling to keep pace with the hyper-speed technologically advancements (and i take it upon myself to do so since i'm dealing with youths) and familiarise myself with the gen-y lingo (so that i can understand the kids better).

whoever said teaching is easy doesn't understand what it takes to be an effective educator. it's not just about imparting knowledge and hoping that the students are sponges and learn via osmosis. i know of many people, teachers included, who believe students should "be seen, not heard". but that's precisely my point: such students don't exist anymore. how can they NOT change when the global landscape has morphed so dramatically over the turn of the century?

change is inevitable and as much as we detest clambering out of our comfort zone, there are some situations in which we may have no choice but to take a giant leap forward. for all you know, it could very well start with the little things which may mean nothing much.

do ponder over this for a bit, won't you?

“It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent that survives. It is the one that is the most adaptable to change.” - Charles Darwin (1809 - 1882)

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

mid week timeout

it's wednesday. i can finally rest a little.

my schedule for mondays and tuesdays is madness. mondays are the worst: 9am to 12pm, then 1pm to 4pm of PBL consultation-facilitation slots. on tuesdays i'm taking a 4-6pm tutorial (worst slot of the day coz everyone's tired and itching to go home). from now till mid january 2007, my wednesday classes are "virtual", and i only have a 2-hour tutorial on thursdays before spending my last burst of energy on fridays with 5 hours of tutorials.

*phew*

so yes, now wednesdays are my "free" days. and that's why i'm able to find the energy to update this blog.

just glanced at the pile of notes and books i've yet to file away. ok, as madame gasket said in the movie Robots:

"break time over. chop chop!"

*sheeeeesssssssh*